TMI

If you choose to read this blog, I feel I should warn you that there might be a little TMI out here sometimes.  Like right now.  :)

I've been struggling with a lot of things - like pain, nausea, fatigue, weight loss, dehydration...and diarrhea.  The diarrhea you guys. 

I could handle all of those other things if the stupid diarrhea would just stop already!

I blame it for the weight loss and dehydration.  My appetite is actually pretty good (when I stay on top of the nausea), and I eat pretty much whatever the hell I want (calories shmalories at this point...i'm too thin and it grosses me out).  The problem is all that seems to just go straight through me.  I hope my body is clinging to at least some of it - any calories or nutrition it can hold onto would be great. So if you see me (well, first of all be shocked cause i stay home almost all the time cause you never know when my stomach might cramp up and I have to run to the bathroom)...but if you see me and think "wow, she needs to eat"...believe me..i'm trying.  Instead you should think "wow...i hope she stops pooping soon".  :)

I made a list of things to talk to the dr about on Monday.  Diarrhea is one of them (again).  Maybe this time I will be more insistent on figuring out WHY THE HELL??  I say that, but in reality when I get to the dr my mind goes blank and i just sit there and nod. Last time I went in on my own and afterwards my mom and Ben were asking all kinds of "did you ask him this?" questions and I was like...uh...no?  I told Ben that I can't go in there alone anymore.  I obviously can't be trusted on my own.  He will be coming in with me from now on.

This weekend is supposed to be nice and there is a lot going on. AWARE run/walk on Saturday morning!  I have a team of warriors doing this event - including Tyler and Sammy. After the event Charlie has football, and on Sunday the boys will be playing baseball.  All of these things are happening in Storm Lake and I am planning to attend them all.  HOPING I won't be sprinting towards a bathroom during any/all of them!!!

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